i'm sorry for being so neglectful. i'm sorry for being so distant. i'm sorry for not opening up when you need me to. but i'm just not myself. i'll come back dont worry. in the mean time. I LOVE YOU.
my entries vary so much.
my mood flactuates.
flactuates..
shatters.
builds up
climaxes.
falls.
its like a fucken shakespearen play
but since i've sworn off emo entries. here we go now
i'm leavin tmr. if anyone needs anything, call by midnight kae loves?
its all good and exciting for miss chow here.
for one, its midnight. fleeing into the darkness, the dawning of a new day.
its all so dramatic and lovely.
i'm escaping to recuperate. get my energy back.
get my spunk back.
i'm truly exhausted.
//ipscan
//training
//new salsa courses
//staying up till two painting with no one to talk to
//other recent personal events.
what i seriously want to accomplish in brisbane
1)lose weight. i'm starting to diet again. i HAVE to lose weight for the photoshoot.
2)see sid (hopefully). even though hes coming back on the first week of dec!yay and he swears to call me. (he better) see. it just shows. after you truly let go of a person. they become one of the greatest friends in your life. and yes sidne yeo si yi. you're amazingly weird and fun to talk to. cant wait till you get back. by the way siddy.... have you heard about my new ten o clock curfew? =P. i'm makin you treat me to dinner.
3)become even better friends with cheryl. exciting dot! holidaying together! what could be more perfect?! china was ONE thing. brisbane in bikinis is ANOTHER! exciting exciting! shopping sprees. no parental guidance. oooh lala. its a scene set for some summer lovin'. hahaha. and you lil SPG you. better not lose it at the sight of the HAWTT ang moh guys.(or girls i might add) HAHAHAHA.
4)be happy again! (i dont wanna elaborate on this)
5)get nice and tanned. an EVEN tan... hopefully. hahaha. tanning in the nude? sounds like my kindda thing.
i know i'm not gonna achieven half of this.. hayl. an even tan? who you kiddin. hahaha. but well TRYTRYTRY.
anyway. MINI OBS! WHENS IT GONNA GET STARTED.
alright. last but NOT least.
[bestie waynus] you take care of yourself while i'm gone. dont blow your top at momma. and please, be nice kae. i'll miss you, and i love you
e squared! you guys take care of yourself too. seriously. ETHEL dont get so stressed over that christmas thing. will work on it, and get inspiration from scenic brisbane. ELIZA. STOP EATING SO MUCH. haha. last i've heard YOU ATE YOUR BLOG!
james help ethel help ethel help ethel help ethel. and you're not fat. you're not flabby, you dont have to lose weight. and yes i love my nano. payce.
kerry love you hun! i miss your hugs and kisses already. much lovin from chow ker!
lil chan big sis loves. stop crying so much. its not good for the eyes. who needs MIKEcrophones ANYWAY. its not like we're gonna holler into it every second.
emma we have a date with a fucker on the 10th. how exciting. *smiles*
buddy i'll get you stuff. i'll think about you. and i'll take photos. and I'LL MISS YOU.
everyone else
to the person comin back as i'm leavin. take care of yourself. and thais a lovely language. too bad you dont understand it... it might just freak you out,what i've been saying. loves.
to the person who styles my hair. haha hun, thanks for makin me feel better about myself. and yes i do miss you. even though i'm too embarrassed to say anything.. ipscan was great by the way. and i hope you do not read this. (chan and ker PLEASE dont tell him)
to the person whos caught my eye. i love the way you laugh and smile. even though you're constantly in a mess and always saying really strange stuff.. yes. i've got my eye on you.
that about wraps it out huns! the numbers 98737438... CALL IF YOU NEED ANYTHING.
much love from the thai girl.
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