i hate people patronising me!
just so you know.
it irks me to see you smiling at me
i know whats really going on.
you say you care.
what the fuck bitch. i really dont give a damn anymore.
i'm not STUPID you know.
poseur
poseur
poseur.
on to happier things.
went to sentosa yesterday
took tons of photos with dee's camera.
ran around in my cheerleading skirt
flirted with the ang moh guy on the towel.
changed clothes and wore pearls and a straw hat with sunnies to look like a tourist.
ran around a lil more.
played whizzbeee. "whizz" cos it kept whizzing past us. (dee rocks by the way)
wrote on the sand. played with the waves.
ate
ate
ate.
completely wiped out the entire supply of food.
listened to copeland.
and plain white tees
cried when i heard "hey there delila"
cried when i heard "brightest"
found out that can drinks in sentosa are RIDICULOUSLY priced.
and underwater world is easy to get into once jia hui distracts the guard with her japanese shit.
walked around pretending to be japanese, saying stuff like "sushi! sashimi! tempura udon!"
laughed our asses off (mines still intact though.. DAMN)
and heres the clincher.
LEFT ESTELLE BEHIND AT THE BUS TERMINAL
the horror! but its true.
piong called tj and she was like "hi.. mrs tee, do you wanna hear something funny? do you? uh... we forgot to bring estelle. we left her at the bus terminal"
and mrs tee was surprisingly calm she just went
"oh.. call her home in an hours time"
oh estelle, its not that we dislike you. its just you have to come back to earth. please stop living in a world of your own. i think you're nice when you want to be. you're even fun sometimes. but its times like these when you get all weird that scares everyone.
i've been thinking alot lately.. about last year and stuff
ending up in hospital for doing something stupid.
i dont know. its just that life seems so worthless sometimes, and others its suddenly so precious. you just wanna grasp it for as long as you can.
its gibberish i know. but its alot to think about. and we all know i'm no good at expressing myself.
deenie! - i love you more than anything. lets totally run away. we'll go somewhere! shop the whole day, eat tons and talk loads at night! forget about the stupid *** and the annoying ***. cos we're better than them. and we know it.
angie! - you sweet shit. i love you to pieces too. thanks for listening to me, and telling me its ok and everything, and always having something to share. you're too cool babes. TOO COOL. lovelovelove
primmy! - you've got me twisted! haha everytime i'm with you i'm a completely different person. you make me smile and laugh more than anyone else. its always something else to laugh at with you. something to smile at. something to cry at. you're someone i can truly worry with. everyone says we're alike. sometimes i feel it too!. pleaseplease, friends forever?
buddy! - we're supposed to be best friends. yet i spend so lil time with you. but its QUALITY over QUANTITY i say. cos everytime i talk to you, i bear my soul. and thanks for listening love.
edun! - you dont even COME here. so why do i even bother. but i love you anyway. i'll always remember sec one and sec two. with you and your numerous pregnancies. hahaha. wait, or was it just one really long one? you're such a kangaroo. such a strawberry shortcake. such a mum, such a wigglesworth! tons of loves
wayne! - darling bestie. you are the sweetest thing. you understand me completely. COMPLETELY i say. no one gets me missing someone as much as i miss you! thanks for being such a great bestie. like seriously. thanks for listening to my insane weirdness and madcaps. and being my nightcap every night. i couldnt sleep properly at obs or on missions cos i didnt talk to you. i hope you're fine in china. i hope you bought me stuff. i hope you dont go around petting chickens and ducks (you promised) you're such a totally faithful lover man. 4 years is a freakin long time by the way. and i'd like to say that she doesnt deserve you. honestly and truthfully speaking. but what can i do, its up to you bestie. i'll just support you like you support me.
mucho lovos.
best friends forever?
to the people i love the most but didnt mention, you know who you are. you'll know by the way i smile at you, but the way i look at you. and by the way i sparkle when i'm around you. 3b1, you people are included. every single one of you. you bring me out of my shell.. loves to bits. kerry, you know what you've done. and i love you for it. mummy, YOU TOO!
I SOUND SO TOTALLY LESBO RIGHT NOW I SHOULD GO KILL MYSELF.
if only you know.
loves loves
and lotsa loves
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