this is the REASON entry!
ten reasons why i'm sure i'm getting retained
1)i failed chinese
2)i failed bio
3)i failed chemistry
4)i failed a math
5)i failed e math
6)that makes 5 subjects si u failed overall
7)mrs tee hasnt been smiling in that manic way when she sees me
8)neither has mrs yeo
9)neither has mrs yap
10)call it female intuition. but i KNOW i'm getting retained
ten reasons why people who arent talented enough shouldnt take art
1)if you're anything like me, you dont have the passion.
2)if you're anything like me, you dont have the talent.
3)if you're anything like me, you dont have proper colour sense
4)if you're anything like me, you dont have the vigilance to get the stupid art piece done
5)if you're anything like me, three hours just isnt long enough
6)if you're anything like me, mrs tan hates you
7)if you're anything like me, blending is harder than say, doing a math
8)if you're anything like me, you're nothing like liz or serene
9)if you're anything like me, the drawing block will mysteriously rip right down the centre
10)call it female intuition, i just KNOW you shouldnt.
ten reason why you should never offend a pms-ish guy
1)if hes anything like a certain ass i know he'll harbour it for a fucking long time
2)if hes anything like a certain ass i know he'll never forgive you
3)if hes anything like a certain ass i know he'll ignore you
4)if hes anything like a certain ass i know he'll totally cover his ears and walk away when you're talking
5)if hes anything like a certain ass i know he'll pretty much bitch to anyone within hearing range about you
6)if hes anything like a certain ass i know he isnt a very good christian, even though he claims to be
7)if hes anything like a certain ass i know he'll look like hes sucking on a lemon when you're around
8)if hes anything like a certain ass i know he'll wish he was never alive, cos boy do i hate him
9)if hes anything like a certain ass i know he doesnt care about how YOU feel, its how HE feels
10) call if female instuition, but i KNOW you shouldnt
this is such a depressing entry. oh my god. art sucks. BOY no WAY am i getting the highest for end of years. not a million years.
exams are over. sure feels like it.you know exams have ended when
1)worry for the next paper is gone, its just worry worry worry about the results
2)you think but you're gonna be happy, but hayl are you kidding yourself
3)you're broke.
4)you've gained like two kgs and your eyebags make you look like a misplaced panda
i'm always mysteriously broke at the end of the exmas. its the saddest thing. this REALLY is the saddest entry
i cant stand it i cant stand it i cant stand it, he isnt coming back this year. i have to keep pretending we're friends. its IMPOSSIBLE i tell you. IMPOSSIBLE. the only bright spark in this entire mess, is dot-kim's VIRGIN SHOPPING TRIP! WHOOOOOOOT. hahaha
i cant believe we're doing this. i cant believe we're actually going on holiday together1 i cant believe we're going shopping in BRISBANE together! i cant believe i cant believe i cant believe! and just the two of us! life can never be more perfect. haha.
oh yes and the fuzhou trip too i'm kindda looking forward to that. ANYTHING to get out of intermediate, its suffocating. and i cant take the tension it SUCKS. i cant take the music. i cant take the fact that i bother more about what people think of me and what the music sounds like than going to church for god. its just... horrible.
i dont know. its probably just me feeling this way. i know ethel and eli dont, its just ME and theres youth next year. its mixed feelings. its happy cause i can FINALLY get out of intm.. its SAD cos i'm going into youth. so what to do? LEAVE? i cant say i'm not considering it.. its just.. where to go? i mean, i've been in fmc for the longest time. ever since i came back from thailand. like since i was 5?6?
its never felt this way till recently. it sickens me, how everythings changed. church is like politics now. play it right and people accept you (into prayer groups, into other stuff), play it wrong and you end up like me. with aunty shirley hating me to bits and giving me hypocritical hugs. i'm just trying something out man. its not MY fault i cant make it to stuff on a regular basis, its not that i'm a bad christian cos i'm not FOREVER free, its not that i dont make time for God, its not like corporate worship actually helps when everyones so bitchy and cat fightish is it? there is no point. call yourselves children of God, and go around gossiping and being blatant in your dislike. its hypocritical, and disgusting.
but as they say, before you take the splinter out of anothers eye, take the plank out of your own.
so thats just me then.
nothing i can do about it
i can chase them off
no i cant, its their church as much as mine.
perhaps theirs even more, they've been here longer
and they're in charge.
so thats just me then.
SIIIGH OH LORD PLEASE HELP ME
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