all in all i guess i'm pretty ok.
but jealousy isnt an easy thing to deal with.
so i cant say i'm DEALING with it, cos i'm not.
ah well. my dad got a new computer its really cute. the names like "i-cute" where did that come from? never heard of it before. but its right there in front of me. all pink and metallical. and the words "i-cute" in glittery silver. its the sweetest thing.
oh my gosh. i sound so lethargic. i guess i am. nothings going right. and jealousy is burning me up from within. its like this raging fire. it causes me to see red and green. and anyone whos tried to mix those two colours before will see that it turns out to be an AWFUL brownish-black. its a terrible colour. its a terrible mix of emotions i'm having right now. and nothings been done to ease it. its just stuck there. STUCK.but its not about a person.. or two people. its a THING. and object i'l never have.
and to bubbles. we've known each other a lil' over a year. but we've managed to get so close. i just hope that you'll listen to me, and really think about what i said. she isnt worth it. all this pain, and shes trating you with cruel AMAUSEMENT. ven if you're not hurt by it, i am. i wanna encircle my hands around
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